Fresh out of the water, and you know what... it was a perfect little COVID celebration and baptism and I wouldn’t have had it any other way.
For many years... I would listen to the lyrics of @carrieunderwoods song.. as a country fan and all’s
There must be something in the water
He said, "I've been where you've been before.
Down every hallway's a slamming door.
No way out, no one to come and save me.
Wasting a life that the Good Lord gave me.
Couldn't fight back the tears so I fell on my knees.
Saying, "God, if you're there come and rescue me."
Felt love pouring down from above
Got washed in the water, washed in the blood and now I'm changed.
And now I'm stronger.
And now I'm singing along to amazing grace
Can't nobody wipe this smile off my face
Got joy in my heart, angels on my side
Thank God almighty, I saw the light
Gonna look ahead, no turning back
Live every day, give it all that I have
Trust in someone bigger than me
Ever since the day that I believed I am changed
Things are not as they appear, and fear is an illusion of the mind, which means you are in control of your thoughts and actions. Isn’t that refreshing to know you can be your own hero?
There are a lot of people who will wake up today and choose not to believe. They will hear those whispers of greatness within, yet they will continue to go in the opposite direction.
They will hear and receive inspired ideas and then choose not to take inspired action but rather sit there and complain, mope, whine and wonder why their life sucks. They will lose themselves to distraction and mediocrity.
But not you. Not ever.
Hear those whispers and those inspired ideas for what comes in, must go out. So why when a new idea or inspired action move comes into your space would you ever want to keep it bottled up inside?
Eventually if you do, you’ll die a little more each day from living an uninspired life.
Will those ideas make your life worse by taking...
Ready to live stress free and full of life?
Wouldn’t it be beautiful to wake up and know that you don’t have to get anything, be anywhere, or do anything, but rather show up to be yourself, and give more of yourself than ever before?
You lack nothing. You need nothing. You essentially are nothing but rather an energy source from within that you can’t see.
I took 2 stress leaves before the age of 30. I would say a decade of stress, that kept compounding, and at the time you don’t realize how much you place upon yourself, but it all adds up. Eventually you crack, for failing health doesn’t just happen.
Eventually you hit a brick wall, and you’ve got no other option but to change your ways and do life differently.
Everything outside of yourself won’t make you happy or make you feel secure, but rather it’s an illusion and a game the rest of the world can play, for players of that game will...
What you DO NOT see in this picture.
I called myself fat that day.
I was insecure because I only paid $10 for this dress, and thought people would notice.
I was complaining about how bloated I was, and so worried that my thong lines were visible from the back of my dress.
I went to a party and felt completely out of place, and couldn’t wait to leave, but stayed longer just for fear of missing out.
I saw some random chick posing.... and omg... I thought I had to pose to, and in the back of my head the entire time I thought to myself.... THIS is so fucking stupid.
If you feel out of place, if you are doing things that you think are so fucking stupid...
Yup, you’re probably right.
Total health and freedom is actually transcending your old lame self and rebirthing a new version of yourself. The most divine AUTHENTIC version.
One that’s not insecure.
One that knows her worth.
One that never feels the need to copy someone else.
One that never conforms or follows...
"You get in life what you have the courage to ask for" ~ Oprah Winfrey