Change is scary. But you wanna know what is scarier? Regret.
I’ve got a new motto. I’m gonna show up to my life EVERY DAY as if it were my last day to LIVE. When I remind myself of that. I don’t settle. I leap. I trust. I have courage.
I remember the day I picked out my sons fathers tomb stone. We were divorced. Still one of my best friends. He chose me as the executor of his estate, and I remember putting the $1400 expense on my credit card and paid for a tomb stone. I remember thinking how stupid were we.
Wasting precious time worry about dumb shit that might not even happen. Wasting our time on drama, and petty shit that won’t matter in a week. Staying for the sake of benefits and a pension only to have no promises. Fighting over silly things like money.
I didn’t learn my lesson the first time. So what happens when you don’t learn your lesson?
It comes back to bite you HARDER the second time around.
I held my baby girl in my arms thinking...
"You get in life what you have the courage to ask for" ~ Oprah Winfrey