Personal Power

Yesterday I told him to fuck off. I also lost my patience and got annoyed with the kids. They were whining and bugging each other all day.

He came into our room all chipper, and I honestly just needed space. I needed 13 seconds alone. I attacked. We didn’t kiss goodnight.

As I went to bed, I felt guilt, and shame. Why? Because when you don’t feel joy within it’s because you personally have reacted with a LACK of LOVE towards another person.

The decision to react in this way is always YOURS. I lost self control, and I don’t want to be that person that treats her loved ones like shit, then puts on a happy face for strangers.

I could have blamed it on the fact that it’s PMS week. I’ve been tracking and monitoring my cycle for a while now and right around this time of the month I’m basically a raging psychopath. I’m pretty sure it’s hormonal and I’m fairly certain I have awful PMS or worse..PMDD.

I’m charting it....

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❤️ LIVE your LIFE.. Happy, Healthy, FREE ❤️

On Thursday’s it’s payday, so we generally connect and go over finances, and budgets, projections and investments into our business.

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We’ve been married almost 3 years now.  I did EVERYTHING backwards the second time around.

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Baby first.  No big wedding.  

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We both are home full time now. Some would look at this as weird… Or different.  We are both busy. Both VERY sure and independent.  Yes we have 3 kids, and yes.. It’s amazing that we are both home. 

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I love this man.  He’s a gift and from the moment I met him I knew that he Was someone I wanted around for a long time.  It’s easy now that we are both home. No stress, and I think that’s been the greatest gift coaching has given my family. TIME.

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After my 10 year relationship ended, and I left my first marriage, I wanted to make sure I didn’t put the SAME me into the new relationship.  I had to change. I had to learn. I had to...

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Happily Ever After

As a little girl did you ever read those books where you get to choose the path and pick a different ending? I loved those books.

Today is a pretty big anniversary day. We are approaching 3 years of marriage soon.... but this day is the one year anniversary of the day Dennis officially put in his notice, and we became a full-time family thanks to my coaching/online influencer business.

We’ve been a full time family since we had Elliott 19 months ago 

In my story. The first path I chose was also love filled. But as it turned out, it wasn’t the path where I lived happily ever after.

Love. Career. House. Marriage. Baby. Divorce. Single Parenting. Struggle. Loss. Heartache. Hurt. Capped Salary. Limited Vacation time. Stress leaves. Existence really.

I cringe at the fact that I almost NEVER chose this second path. I almost never chose it for fear. For uncertainty. For doubt. For insecurity. For not feeling worthy enough or smart enough.

I almost never started dating...

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